syttvan

Hello, a year ago I was in my bed listening to some music I did some sort of meditation and suddenly I felt a discomfort in my throat like that feeling you have to cough that moment I didn't cough and when the feeling escalated a bit I could hear a voice in my head saying:"Never mind it will happened to him as well" coming from a person I had a really bad dispute with. once the feeling in my throat sank I felt the lower back of my brain being damaged from what I call today "a Mental Snake Bite" the damage felt like the snake's teeth are biting on these parts until I felt both of the sides being lost from my brain completely It felt like my right side and left side brain are disappearing from me body like I lost all protection from god or perhaps being "banned from heaven" I should mention that symbolically I had at that time a piercing of snake bite on my lips After that event I can still remember going out to the balcony really nervous for smoking a cigarette while hearing crows yelling and I felt their vibration really vividly while experiencing the word "Lucifer" and hearing that same person I heard before screaming in my head like AHH!! Ever since that happened everything has turned black all my joy of life has disappeared and I can sense some evil spirit haunting me all the time at start he was nice but when time progresses the entity is becoming really grim. I'm just an ordinary 24 year old guy why the hell does this thing happened to me? is there anybody out there who has the answer or had similar experience? Thanks