Thank you Sphinxy. From what I remember she had a lot of great qualities about her and I may have "fell" for her as possibly being the "one". It was a very weird yet distinct "pull" that happened. I seen her one more time after the event and I felt feelings again for those short moments. I have recently gotten back into meditation and it has been helping out little by little. I was meditating a couple of times a week before the event but even with other things I could "feel" the energy in my heart and have passion for hobbies like i said before. I feel like there something that is missing or buried beneath. I have never experienced this feeling before. A very weird incident occurred when i was reading a book about soul retrieval. I felt like i was feeling something for a majority of the book. I felt like I had a huge surge of energy and the feeling of belief as well. This may be the universe calling me, I will continue meditation daily but I am considering taking some shamanic journeying classes.Thanks again Sphinxy!

Thank you Cyfnos and Karl for your insights on my question. I definitely feel like stagnation has played a part recently. I feel like I'm in a daily routine of things and whenever I do change things up I notice a difference in a positive way. I do get a little feeling of joy/excitement whenever i have an idea about a new hobby or project. I felt before I was able to experience all of the emotions in a wide array. Now i feel like i can experience them but they are in no way balanced. I am going to try to switch things up and go with the flow of things. I appreciate your feedback once again, many thanks.

Hello everyone, I have had something very odd happen to me and it feels like my soul is lost somewhere. I had a Kundalini awakening unexpectedly about a year and a half ago, I wasn't trying to provoke the energy and I honestly knew nothing about Kundalini in the first place. This really opened up my eyes about what life is really about. I started to "feel" and play around with energy. My life was full of passion, energy, drive and an all around feeling of peace. I work at a hospital and there is a girl that I really like and I've only seen her a couple of times, but every time i seen her, my heart and soul felt like it was going crazy. One day I seen her on the elevator and when she walked off I felt this very distinct pull like my soul just jumped out of my body. After that, things started to go downhill. I feel like something is missing inside and I feel like i'm just here. I don't experience excitement with hobbies that I love anymore as well as the happiness. I still laugh but it's like i cant "feel" on the inside. I had a soul retrieval about a month ago and things have gotten a little better but very minimal. I am wondering if I may be an example of a wounded healer perhaps. I am just trying to regain my feeling of joy, happiness, excitement, love and more. I thank everyone for reading this and sharing their insight on what they think. Thanks! Colin