@Nick I'm so, so sorry for your loss. I have two sweet boy cats, ten years apart, and my older boy is nearing the end of his years. He's 14 now, and still with me, but he's frail and tired and a bit crusty, but no less precious or loving or trusting or empathic. I've been grieving already in anticipation of what's to come. Every time he puts his paw on me if I'm upset or he just wants to be close feels like a blessing and a reminder that I won't always have him. What you shared is so beautiful and relatable. And the story of you holding her in the bath -- it got me. 😭 Many, many hugs. Your Kitty was clearly so deeply loved.